overwhelmed....

soooooooo........

even though i have a thousand things i should be doing right now, i have emotionally shut down. i'm just too stressed out and overwhelmed to do anything. and seriously it's just life stuff. my kids are driving me crazy. i can't seem to stay on top of anything. and when my (part) of this house is a disaster i can't focus on anything else. 

turns out we're going to be buying a little place of our own soon. i know totally random and spur of the moment. the huge tax credit makes it so we would need to be in contract by april 30th which is um, oh yeah, 6 weeks away. yikes. we don't even know where to start, but we've got some people working on things for us. exciting, scary and makes it so i can't sleep at night. but in a good way i think.

add to that a trip to vegas on the 21st of april for 5 days (beau's 30th birthday), two weeks later i'll be in cabo for a week and then about two weeks after that there will be a wedding. i won't say who since i don't believe she has had a chance to announce it on her own. so yeah, little bit of craziness. 

plus i really need to lose 10 pounds. and i want to do it by taking naps and eating chocolate. do you think that will work for me??? bummer, probably not. so working out and starving it is. really don't want to look like the fatty i am in the wedding pictures and swim suit pictures from vegas and cabo. 

anyway, that was my venting. now i really need to get back to my long list of stuff to do. 

have scouts and the relief society dinner tonight. 

(plus lost is on, can't forget about that)

anyone want to come clean out some closets with me?

the end.